I have been pondering the concept of finding the Camino in our daily life and I actually think our life is a Camino, whether it is conscious or not. The challenge is to be able to disconnect enough for our daily demands to be truly present with one self. That part I find hard. Not that I cannot be present, but to achieve the calm serenity where life is put in a healthy perspective over a period of time where permanent changes can be achieved, that’s where small moments in my daily life seem insufficient.
Also, there is another motivating factor a there for me and I am spending some time with it, making sense of how big it is. For the past few years the summers here were hard and lonely. And I want to fill my time with meaningful stuff to avoid it. How big this part is for me I’m not sure, but if it is my primary motivation, then I will stay and face it.
Can I justify another month focusing only on me? I just did it last year and here I want to do it again. What am I thinking??? What is the draw for me? I don´t know, but I am prepared to go and let the journey guide me. Time will tell.
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Apparently all you think about is YOU!!! You selfish bitch! You are ripping apart a family - for what, for your own personal fun!!! Do you enjoy causing people pain??? Committing adultery is a sin! You reference Christianity; if you have actually studied Christianity, you'd know about the commandments "Thou shall NOT commit adultery" and "Thou shall not covet thy neighbor's wife" in your case, husband! Some Christian you are!! Good luck with your new man! You should be marked with a Scarlet S so that everyone may know what kind of person you are!!! May God reign vengeance on you both!!!!
Read your blog, dont kid yourself you are no christian, dont hide!
You are an old bike, everyone rides you!
You should be ashamed of yourself, you have 3 boys and so does he you adultress. I don't know how you sleep with yourself...ooops i forgot you sleep with other people's husbands,!! oh well, my dear good luck to you. you are a sad! pathetic woman, i am glad you are not my friend.
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