My draw to the Camino.

I have been pondering the concept of finding the Camino in our daily life and I actually think our life is a Camino, whether it is conscious or not. The challenge is to be able to disconnect enough for our daily demands to be truly present with one self. That part I find hard. Not that I cannot be present, but to achieve the calm serenity where life is put in a healthy perspective over a period of time where permanent changes can be achieved, that’s where small moments in my daily life seem insufficient.

Also, there is another motivating factor a there for me and I am spending some time with it, making sense of how big it is. For the past few years the summers here were hard and lonely. And I want to fill my time with meaningful stuff to avoid it. How big this part is for me I’m not sure, but if it is my primary motivation, then I will stay and face it.



Can I justify another month focusing only on me? I just did it last year and here I want to do it again. What am I thinking??? What is the draw for me? I don´t know, but I am prepared to go and let the journey guide me. Time will tell.